Monday, May 20, 2013

Memories of a JW past

From the Biography of Elijah
     You have to wonder why a woman in Britain can get cows blood as substitute blood. My mother too is a JW and the elders were blind to caring if they put a bag of plasma on her. The nurse was poking and poking her arm looking for blood and i asked why. So they came back later. I said dont rape my mothers conscience. But i have since learned she has no conscience. She wants me to feel guilt for being 9 and getting a Tootsie Roll that a ruling sister (elderette) proclaimed had lecithin blood in it and so i was beaten until welts with a Bible in her one hand and leather strap in another. She'll lie and say she never did it. And she also wants me to feel guilt that i accepted in 1976 a vaccine cultured on cows blood (which turned out was out-dated misinformation from the USA Post Office for the year 1975). Yet the bag of plasma on her for heart bypass is allowed merely by labeling it as blood substitute on the JW Legal Blood Card.

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  1. The woman's name was Yvonne Yankovich and my mother claims she never let this woman rule her. And yet other sisters had said it was egg lecithin not blood lecithin. So how can she dare say that that she didnt weigh Yvonne above all other sisters at the Hall. Liars who say they dont worship people (and even condemn others for worshipping the woman) when they actually do too. This is why they would call her an elderette (a woman making the elders work for them for their own opinions and wishes). Yet the belt in one hand the BIble in the other and spouting words of Jehovah out of her mouth, everything from her mouth is to be regarded as Jehovah. All mothers are above all children, and she would proclaim that unlike the courts of this wicked world that the Bible gave her the right to kill everyone of her children. She would quote her Catholic mother and say i should have birthed a pig so at least i could eat it. Always amazed me how getting baptized as a JW always meant you didnt have to change any of your behavior or beliefs. This is why it should shame them that when the whoring daughter called Christendom likes to point at the whoring mother called Christendom and claim its Christmas is Nimrod's death, then how sad to point out that pagan tradition is believed instead of the calendar truth and astronomy truth that Christmas started as a memorial to Noah's death as respect for the one who saved the world. Does corrupting a memorial make it reason to quit observing it properly, or to advocate lies that teh day is Nimrod? Perhaps a Memorial to Jesus' death is worship of Judas if it doesnt partake communion like Judas didnt. (Judas dipped bread and wine of the Passover and left before the communion. Therefore he didnt partake. So if you dont partake then does that mean you have done to Jesus what you also do to the memorial or Christmas of Noah?)

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  2. My mother was blind to scripture. Could rattle off and quote 1000s of them (I too, by word, but i can never recall book chapter & verse). However, she would misquote context, many times apply the word man to evil men and not evil woman. She was very sexist and denied it. Doing this to scripture proves it. In fact worse, it put God standing right behind her supporting whatever she stabbed with. My mother always had a heart for those she preached to as if she was tenderly raising children. Yet her own children she sacrificed with the eyes and words and emoiotions of a demon out of movies meant to haunt the living in entertainment. People feared her. So I thought of her decades ago upon my first reading of a woman who killed all her sons (the kings of Judah's throne) so that she would sit and rule for Jehovah. Dont leave it to any man. And no son of hers could ever represent Jehovah better than she could. In essence condemning Mother Mary worship and yet stating the mother is greater than the son in any relationship. It was odd then how king David would call his perfect son the Lord, as well as be confused when son must obey father, butu not when mother says he is wrong. The double standard was not based on right or wrong but all on her. So i grew up noting how so many women fit the Cleopatra syndrome that Daniel referred to as the daughter of man bringing death and war and armageddon to people. Like Cleopatra who adulterated Julius Caesar's monogamous marriage and like Helen of Troy who could send ships of men out to die in hopes the one returning then gets her. Indeed sister had learned the tricks of my mother, but mother played pure to one husband while sister whored saying when you have been married once and divorced you dont want to ever get married again and have a man tell you what to do. All these christian aspects thrived in my family who felt a declaration that you serve Jehovah then saves you from that fear of Armageddon.

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  3. Queen Athaliah. I always wondered how mother could live with a 7 year old who is made king. And the people praise and scream glory to Jehovah when the priests bring him out of hiding and he proclaims that Grandma Athaliah must be slaughtered for her arrogance that she is Jehovah. When I was that young 7 or 8, i fell asleep at the Hall and my mother left without me. Alone in the empty building Yvonne Yankovich saw me sleeping in the hall seat and took me to her house saying mother was going to come get me, she isnt going to make it easy for her and take me home. This was one of the many occasions i got the blame from mother who never did anything wrong. But i dont recall it as one of the many 1000 beatings i got, so perhaps Yvonne had said i better not hear you hit him. She wanted to make sure mother had the blame, and it wasnt beyond Yvonne to tell mother that she would ask me later if mom had hit me. Of course this is just one those many evil stories mom claims i make up, or that she says Yvonne was in the wrong, thinks she's always right, and mom wasnt going to make issue of it. C ase closed.

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